6 a.m. Christmas morning. No shadows, No reflections here. Lying cheek to cheek In your cold embrace

Well its upon us the holiday I hate the most, Christmas. I use to like to celebrate the holiday when I was younger. I use to get up very early like 4 in the morning to go and open up all the great gives that I got. We use to get alot of stuff. It was great. But before we could open those gifts we had to pray and thank god for all the great gifts. Then we would go to church. After church we would go to my stepfathers parents house for gifts then (we went to my mothers parents house on Christmas eve). But once I starting practicing Satanism and working retail I started to no like it so much. I remember on year i think it was 2000 I pissed my wife Melissa off so much with my attitude that she punched me and the mouth. That sucked. Then the longer I worked retail it just made me hate it more. Its like all that fucking stress to buy things for people who will probably just hate it or return it the next day. And plus the other thing that pisses me off is that retail carters to the fucking idiots. Like this year my work stayed open till 900 on Christmas eve. Now again I hate this holiday but there are alot of people at my work that do and the ones that had to close now really can't do anything on Christmas eve. All because people cant plan better and do there shopping like I don't know like BEFORE CHRISTMAS EVE!!!! Just fucking stupid.

This year I also finally read up on the True meaning of Christmas. Just sad. After reading that and the bullshit of the stress of buying things I decide that I would NEVER again celebrate Christmas again. And its so sad how it all up in your fucking face too. Like what about Hanukkah? I do see anything up in stores for that. Nope just fucking Christmas. Goddamn christians stealing a pagan holiday and claiming it as their own.

Well that's all. Later in the week I'm going to make a couple Top 10's of my fav. albums and movies that came out this year. And then my top 50 played Artist and top 100 played songs of the year. See you then.